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Tue, 14 Sep 2004 14:05:13 GMT

Yah- I have a new Livejournal.
I wont be using this one anymore-
I know I did this same thing about a month or so ago.
I just really didnt like this one.
Add my new one if you want- I dont expeect everyone to keep up with my randomness.
Sorry.
New lj- paintedeyeballs

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Mon, 13 Sep 2004 15:13:42 GMT

Clllaassss.
Damn. Long Weekend.
Good weekend.
Awesome weekend.
Remember that quiz I had to take last week?
I do.
I got it back.
4.5 out of 5 points.
Not too shabby if I do say so myself.
I mean- I really didnt even know about the quiz.
I really want to make a nice dinner tonight- I havent really eaten a real dinner in 3 or 4 nights- its just been late lunchs and then maybe a piece of cheese or something. Stupid huh? Yah I know. I'm gonna try to get better about eating- I am just never in the right place at the right time. I really want some yummy pasta or something- maybe soup. Delicious.

Ok- off to smoke some cigs and read some Bukowski before class.

Early

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 13:38:42 GMT

Morning
I am up way too early.
I've been up and around since 6:15 this morning
I have class and stuff all day and then work.
I know being up this early is going to make for a really long effin day.
I really feel pretty sick today, I think I might be coming down with something.
Damn.
I forgot to translate my latin stuff.
Damn.
I have an itchy bug bite on my leg.
Damn.

On the bright side
I get paid tomorrow
I have a new pack of cigs, and I didnt forget to bring them today
and well- I thought I had more than that-oops

I miss the way things used to be
I miss watching movies until all hours and then walking back to the dorm when the sun is rising
I miss the summer
I miss walking all over campus at night
I miss Katie...alot

Not tired

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 04:47:18 GMT

I wish I was tired.
I want to be tired and sleepy.
My mind is racing.
I hear a million voices all my own in some form or another talking to me.
I dont want to listen- I just want to know whats important
I dont want to think all the other things that I hope aren't true
I know that I constantly create crazy random ideas in my head and they are almost always completely irrelevant.
I wish I was a more rational person.
Oh well- One cant ask for the world and have it handed to them.
My heart feels a little achy- I dont really know why. I really wish I did.

+/-

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 18:24:06 GMT

Plus: I wasn't late to class
Minus: There was a quiz
Plus: It was open note
Minus: I left my notes in my other folder
Plus: Its warm outside now
Minus: A little too warm
Plus: Veggie lunch was great-cheese lasagna
Minus: I left a brand new pack of cigs on the coffee table in my room, now I only have 3 cigs to last the day
Plus: I might go see a dollar movie tonight
Minus: I still have one class today, its not until 3:30
Plus: I found a penny heads up on the way to the library
Minus: I dropped it on the staircase and couldnt find it
Plus: I just bought some grapefruit juice and nothing could be more quenching
Minus: I have to do some major reading tonight that could take awhile
Plus: I have some time to start on it right now

I love sunny days, I love my friends, I love my boyfriend, I love grapefruits

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 13:48:21 GMT

Its cold outside this morning. I cant seem to get warm. I left the house without my beloved water bottle- what am I going to do all day?! I only have two classes today. I'm excited. I hope I dont have a quiz this morning. I wont have any clue whats on it as I didnt make it to the last class- which was a week ago. I hope I'm not screwed.
God I love the guitar solo on "Stay Loose"
God I love "Dear Catastrophe Waitress"
Anyone heard the "Books" ep?
Its hella good

I'm a little sad- I missed Mikey T's birthday celebration last night because of work- but on the bright side I saw him lastnight-he was in Barnes and Noble and I got to say Happy birthday. This is how our conversation opened....

Me: "MIKEY! Happy birhday!"
Mike: (smile) "Happy birth...hahahaha"
Me: "hahahaha"

.... and on from there, I just love my boyfriends friends. I think they are my favorite people in the world. No joke.
(besides you Katie) I cant wait to see you! I'm so effing sad latley, I feel lost without you.

Ok- this was a real fucking random post- and I think I'm late for class. Damn.

Oh yah! Veggie lunch! sweet.

Have a good day everyone!

LOVE!

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 05:00:13 GMT

I love this man.
I really do.

http://www.beck.com/gallery/

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 16:09:29 GMT

I feel weird again.
It wont go away.
I dont have another class until 3:30 and I dont know what to do with my time.
I think I might go wake a certain someone up.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 05:18:43 GMT

Damn
I feel weird.
I'm tired yet I dont think I'll be able to sleep.
I really need to though-its imperative.
I have an 8am appointment.
Damn

Show tonight!

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 18:14:34 GMT

Everybody that doesnt have anything to do tonight- and even if you do. Spare an hour of your time.
Come to 1974, thats downtown.
Be there at 9pm to hear an incredible band.
Icenine.
Its only 3 bucks

See ya there.

Rubix Cubes

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 15:25:56 GMT

I just want to sleep...
I feel like I haven't slept well in days.
I feel like I haven't slept at all. I want to go to class but when I'm there all I want to do is leave. I would almost rather be at work- at least then I would know exactly what I had to do that day- I'm sad that I haven't seen my manager(Brian) in a while. I feel like its been a long while- I miss his witty banter.
I miss the way things were here at school last semester.
I miss Katie
I miss the AcAcin crew
I miss Katie.....again!
I miss running to the computer lab to check our email before classes
Katie- I miss living with you
I miss throwing things out our window
I miss late night munchies
I miss drinking in the dorm, and getting so toasted that we end up falling down a fucking flight of stairs and injuring ourselves.
I even miss really fucked up tasting martinis
doppellganger!!!!
I miss listening to Junior Senior, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Sounds, Weezer, Guster, and all the rest...especially Tom Petty with you.
I miss our regular lunchs of salad and laffy taffy.
I miss skipping latin to go driving downtown while smoking cigs
I dont think this winter will be the same without us in your car screaming about falling snowballs
Even Veggie lunch feels weird without you
I miss discussing tuna sandwiches with you
I miss going to Wildfork with you
I miss our endless hours at starbucks
I miss late night trips to IHOP
I miss going to vintage stores with you
I even miss going to the god-forsaken mall with you
I miss visiting Ryan at Hot Topic with you
I fucking miss you Katie! Thats all there is to it.
Please come home- this is your home
Dont stay in Vermont- I think my heart would break in two. Its already half way there.
I need you here, I want you here, we all miss you
Transfer jobs! then we could work together!
Please!
Ok, Ok- enough of this sad post.

Time to do some homework before my next class...or maybe instead I'll play with my rubix cube.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 22:30:30 GMT

So the first two days of classes are over.
I am effing tired!
This heat is killing me.
I think I've walked more in the past two days than I have in a week combined.
I dont have orchestra tomorrow and I dont have Latin on Thursday! So this means that I am finished with class at noon tomorrow and at 10:45 on Thursday. Good days.
I think I might go take a nap.
Stay out of the heat...
Smoke a cig.

Sccchhhooolllled!

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 03:21:39 GMT

I start class in the morning.
First class is at 9am
Then I have class with Sam! yay!
Then nothing until 3:30.
Benny...Do you have a lunch break?
When?
Whats your class schedule like?
Lets eat together!

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 06:08:40 GMT

One of my fish died.
My phone is acting stupid.
I have a tummy ache.
I've been drinking too much and eating too little.
I miss Katie.
Alot.
Ryan is moving to L.A
The Psychedelic Furs played the Cains tonight.

pssst Benny- Welcome back to Tulsa!

yyyeeaaahhh!

...

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 16:43:30 GMT

School starts in ten days...well nine days from today.
Maybe I should finish buying my books.
Maybe I should go swimming a bunch before I dont have time anymore.
Maybe I should not go to work for 10 days.
Maybe I should help Benny move in!
Benny when will you be back?

Pssst!

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 06:34:16 GMT

It's raining
I love rain.

Hi!

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 05:47:18 GMT

I'm tired.
Work...
I'm looking forward to Thursday off.
I'm looking forward to a regular size meal at some point tomorrow.
I havent been eating- I dont know why, I think I'm just not hungry.
I really want to see "Garden State"
I think I might go on Saturday.
Boring, Boring, BORING...

Fishies!

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 06:44:16 GMT

I got some new fish today.
I had to take the oscars back- they were killing eachother.
So instead I got three guramis, and upside down catfish and an angelfish.
They are awesome looking- I call one of the guramis Jellybones and one Yoshimi, the catfish is called Beck, the angelfish Belle and the last gurami Sebastian. I know-I'm a nerd.
Work was really cool tonight- this old guy came in and started asking me about jazz music and when I told him that I like older jazz- like Coltrane, Davis and Coleman he freaked out a little and we got into this 45 minute long conversation. It was kinda nice- I'm so used to trying to deal with assholes that like really shitty music.
I saw a couple of friends tonight at work that I hadnt seen in a really long time, it was a nice relief from the normal crowd. I got picked up from work by the cutest boy in the world- It was a good night. I am a little hungry though- I think I might bite into a blueberry muffin.

Sounds tasty to me...

I dont have to work tomorrow- I think I might go buy some more plants for my new fish tank. I think I might also play some frisbee and go to my favorite house on 7th street. Fun times going down. I just got approved for a class this semester that was closed- this is exciting news-its a really interesting class- I'm really looking foward to it.

Well- enough of this boring post.
Hope all is well with fellow livejournalers.

<3

A giant fireball burned me!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 05:33:22 GMT

Ouch...
I am sunburned.
It sure does make it difficult to do much of anything

Yesterday I went swimming for a bit too long I think. I swam in this really cool quarry in Oolagah, Oklahoma. Benny and Katie-you know the place. Anyway, I swam way too long and burned my back, my chest the tops of my shoulders and back. Oh yes-and my nose and cheeks. Anyway...
I had a great two days off from work and Im not so much looking foward to going back- I have to work another 7 or 8 days in a row. Its not so bad- Just a little tiring.
Well- If I go to sleep now- It'll be the earliest I have gone to bed in weeks. I just hope I can get to sleep...